When I clean crumbs
A dirty pan
the size of my world
and bigger than our sink
I should be cleaning dishes
but sitting in a church pew
Curling water corrals the oil
I press the stubborn crust
against the rising tide
Cleaning the crumbs from my pan
brings back Mama’s tears
Fried corn bread on a Thursday morning
that’s my day
I got to say one grace
and another to myself
“forgive me for swiping the jam”
but God was never fast enough
and I snatch the first piece
That made Mama cry
Fried corn bread on a Thursday morning
doesn’t crumble like Wednesday’s freshly baked
Stiffer
the butter holds
I like it burnt
That made Mama cry
Burnt bread for her babies
The flame could never be controlled
And I never cared if those globs of jam
made her feel better too
I never saw her tears fill the sink
floating crumbs and memories of her Mama
Kentucky corn bread isn’t fried here
but then
I always taste it
when I clean crumbs
from a dirty pan the size of my world